Moving back into T R U S T

My HDI (higher dimensional reality) radar has been switched to RECEIVE of late, and today it's been louder then ever.

I often think about "channelled" or intuitive information & knowledge, knowing that its totally filtered through the human plans of consciousness into words, so what I'm writing is all that, my take on the information that I "hear"- that pre-consciousness that has no form

(wow imagine getting back to that...... hummmm well yeah but that's for another post) :)

Today my intention is to pass forward my interpretation of the energies at present.

Unless you are hiding under the Duvet and ignoring this Mercury retrograde, you are probably well aware of the state of the world this week.

We love a Mercury Retrograde to allow us to gather a new vantage point from some learning(s) we may not have quite understood, and that's small fry amongst the zillions of other levels it entails....BUT.....

I'm no Astrologer and really have a very basic understanding, again my knowing is that, totally mine. I just like to pass it forward , like Chinese whispers, I hope the knowing I receive, changes as it hits another human filter and so on.......and so forth

Having a "knowing" of planetary "stuff" for me is again just that, a feeling place, like those dreams you wake up from and remember, and years later you still have that same feeling when you think of it.....

Anyways, what I'm attempting to get at here, is there is a multitude of planetary alignments and un-alignments happening atm, a good blog to check is Allison Rae for more info.

SO know we have enlisted the planets, I can Begin......

Pachamama movement

Solar Flares

Electromagnetic storms

Deaths

London Burning

US stock Market downturn....

and that's just some of the "reality" stuff.......

I know its not just me, but being a "Sensitive" can be one hell of a ride, and after an 18 month hiatus in a death throw being a little unconscious in this process, now present once again, I can feel these global scales of transformation in my body, and at the same time, see my own story presenting itself, asking to be unraveled and unwound and licked clean, even and most often, the stories I thought where long forgotten.

Here's the thing - There's some major Chakra action right there.

Fire gives way to more fire, it's been stocked for a few millennium now and it's not about to stop burning......

I have been hit for six with a chest infection, helloooooo lungs, sorry..... what grief?

oh yes,

good GRIEF!

I'm letting go, what a lot of BS I'm always letting go,

or am I?

clearly not!

Ok.... So what about communication? ( ha! I've got nothing to say on that subject)

my throat chakra is saying.... is...... saying, ummmmm......I'm NOT actually listening....

Here's the thing - its trying to speak inward anyway, so to hear it ( I get it)

I'm ... moving back into T-R-U-S-T

What are we saying on a collective level people! fire fights fire?

friction creates a flame, now that energy created by friction (or in this case anger & hate) isn't a bad thing, if it can be transmuted into love from fear, as our anger is a manifestation of undiluted fear.

This old chakra system, has something to say, well mine does, Earth's does...

I have established that the Physical manifestation with MY chest infection and throat, is through the throat chakra, its got to anchor somewhere right......

I also know that the emotional manifestations is happening right there, in the Base chakra along with a lot of humanity, we are releasing old pattens, of fear, death, money, systems, security, stability, sexuality.....I know what you are thinking......

buttttttt I thought we had already

D O N E that...

Yes and No.

OK here's what I know.

Because we have changed, we are in higher frequency, our cells can absorb light quicker and faster......

what about if we use the old system (chakras) to understand this story, shed some light on it

(excuse the pun) feel it out in the body, physically, mentally and emotionally..... Move the energy down to the feet and (there's that annoying spiritual term again) "allow the letting go"

and then use our "newly awoken" chakras to R-E-L-E-A-S-E through the soul star.

So there's letting go and then there's another level, that of Release...

The letting go shifts Mind, body, emotion (move your body, free your mind!)

The Release calls into play the Soul.... and man does that thing hold some Wisdom & Grace!

Oh and....Don't forget to breathe..... everywhere!

Tooth of the mind?

A week ago I had my last wisdom tooth removed, and since have been in a haze of pain, self pity, distrust and self judgement, hummm not really the mind set of a practicing yogi is it?

Last night I watched one of my favourite movies ‘The Big Blue’ and there was a line in it that rang very true IN me ‘
…But it is the body that remembers, it’s a whole process, an immersion…’
now, I know that! I’m sure I’ve even said something similar many times before when teaching and in meditation, but last night it was like I had heard it for the first time.

Physically in human form we are reminded of the storehouse of memory our body holds, and I can choose to except, let go of the control and any expectations I place on myself, I can stop resisting the physical pain and surrender to the releasing of what memories that last wisdom tooth held for me? Yeah I get this - Our teeth, our crystals of our body, the structure that connects us in to our collective DNA, our link to our past and our future, our Ancestral decent.

So intellectually I can easily agree to these ‘feelings’ I can breath deeply, surrender, but what’s the story here? Maybe I have bought into the collective story that I had to have a ‘bad wisdom tooth extraction experience’ with all the trimmings, dry socket and all, maybe my ‘Identity’ needed a check, maybe my 'Ego' needed a bashing, and maybe I just didn’t want to release the dense energies stuck in with the last remaining wisdom tooth to allow me to move into a higher resonance with my full potential!
But to be completely honest, I do want to, if I’m to be authentic and free, I choose to evolve, and thus let go of the story.

So back to the story, did I bring to memory the story?

Yes, and I did it in a way that I needed to go back to my motherland of New Zealand and reconnect with some very special and unique beings that I spent all those teenage informative years with at high school.
At our 20 year school reunion, we all came together as a collective, to laugh and to dance, to make a promise to be authentic and free to feel the depth of our culture and let that move us to tears.
I was reminded of my experience at 18 of getting my first wisdom teeth out that was very traumatic under general anaesthetic, and what that meant to me in retrospect as an intrusion into my sacred space of trust, the same year I also meet my biological father for the first time…. Again a reminder of my truth and trust IN my personal power and freedom, the same year my heart was broken for the first time, and as the Koran's say the name for Wisdom teeth is ‘ love Teeth' referring the the young age and the pain of young love, a very real learning in self love and acceptance. The same year I left home for another city, and in Japanese, Wisdom teeth literally mean "unknown to the parents," from the idea that they erupt after a child has moved away.

I listen with love to my ‘self’ as I re -call and release and choose to move through this spiral of memories that my body held in that the last tooth of wisdom gained….

touching the void

What a mix up of crazy multi-coloured expressions and experiences this week has been - riding the wave home!
What a MAJOR energy of separation, a deep sense of releasing lifetimes of grief and loneliness.
Cutting the karmic ties makes one feel slightly giddy & detached then nostalgia slips in and gets you lamenting (note: a good indication of this is playing CD’s you haven’t listened to in years! Believe me!)
Its like the void is there because its part of you, you have just got to remember it, the letting go, moving on, its all perfect - it all part of ascension (oh and for the record the ‘part’ is making its way into the ‘whole’) the void is everything and at the same time nothing, its emptiness and fullness, its fear and its love.
We are being asked right here to step into this NEW version of our self(s) our DIVINITY, our Christ consciousness! We are being guided my beauties to move into love, love, love I LOVE U!

Listen to what your body has to tell you, take a minute and listen – mine is saying rest more, unfold, be with like-minds, share, breath, make crazy shapes and most of all allow!
As you become lighter love light, your body drops old patterns, recalibrates and is like - WAIT UP! This can manifest as aches, pains, sacrum issues, cramping at night in the legs, weird heavy feeling in the chest & body, sore throats, dizziness, extreme tiredness, headaches, tight necks (especially around the base of the skull- occipital ) feelings of detachment, no very engaged, wanting to give up, bored, anxious like your waiting for something to happen, but your not sure what!

Forgive it all! It’s a brave new world!

In the words of one of my old classic CD’s that I pulled out in my moment of nostalgia ‘Morcheeba’
‘ The music that we make will heal our mistakes and lead us, the music that we make is always standing there to feed us’

Free Floating

So it would seem the message's I've been getting from my own inner guidance and that of many amazing posts I read that I find and that find me, that we are in for a bit of a ride this week, so I thought I would give you a heads up. The way I see it is, that we are hitting a week of some minor (or major, depends how you look at it!) turbulence.

In saying that, BRING IT ON!

It’s ALL about clearing out the old patterns, the old 'dead wood' (perfect for spring) not just saying it but doing (or BEING) it! Be aware of the clues, or cues that are available to you, mull over them. Stay in touch with the varying and mixed emotions that you may experience from your 'self' (s) and those around you this week, find the places in your body(ies) where you feel it, absorb it, see where you go with it, maybe where you even went with it, (maybe it slipped from your fingers) don't get into the story, just notice it, release it, observation baby!

Some of you might find a little rocking and rolling as your turbulence hits a few big air pockets, you might find tucked away a few conflicting states of being (or doing) pulling you in many directions. Again notice it, have a look, and forward we go!

Lets use this energy this week to re-make our emotional body, the day (or week!) is here! It’s time my friends to clean out the closet of this emotional and physical body that you have, right here, right now!

If we hold onto our dark turmoil’s and empty promises it’s difficult to FULLY embrace the light!

The word for me this week is 'OUTDATED' re-set your energetic set point! you are your own divine creator! and I love you for it!

Rest if you need to rest, let yourself heal, don’t pick the scab of the wound!

This week find a ritual that you know and love that helps to press the 'release' button and open the Parachute! (Did I tell you that we where going to jump from the plane?!)

Find the free-floating freedom in your ‘self’? How good does that feel?!

A great quote I read is ‘ Adjust that dream of yours to fit the reality before you’ - because its just an illusion anyway!

Peace out - love and light!

guilt & the hips

Today my practice was a form of Yoga called Yin Yoga.
This is very different from the 'style' of yoga I usually practice which is very yang in nature and powerful, Yin Yoga is much more aligned with the way I teach, and has the oriental undercurrent.
Working on the hips got me to thinking about how much guilt is stored in a deep emotional level, in the hip and pelvis, especially for women, this is something that has been 'agreed' on as a collective in society, so it becomes very obvious the more aware of it we become.
The Earth element in our bodies needs nurturing, it needs time to settle in, to find it's containment, contentment and boundary's.
When we hold a hip opener posture or shape for a time and breath into that space, it untucks and unfolds the holding pattern sitting in the dark places of the pelvis, if we follow the lead of the breath and imagine the light or sunshine in that space, reaching in with love and forgiveness and filling it up, it gives permission for us to 'feel' out the emotions - the guilt, it allows us to own it or not, to question weather it is ours or not? It gives us a moment in our 'now' to capture the freedom of which is innately ours, in our body, our breath, our mind, our spirit. And from the experience of that expression we can go back there again and again.